Monday, April 6, 2015
@7:04 AM
It is been a while!
The last entry was around February. Figured I should update here.
I'm still struggling through the second semester, way to go until May.
The only thing I'm looking forward this year is a week off. Honestly, all I want is a break.
And starting tomorrow, The school is taking a week off because the High School seniors are taking exams, a pretty important one, so we wouldn't want to bother them wouldn't we?
Then I can finally take a rest from all this havoc of a school year.
But no, the teachers gotta give us work because we don't want to waste our time playing video games wouldn't we
we're not taking a break, we're just put it simply, 'studying at home'.
I for that matter have sooooooo much plans to do this week, but I'm not sure if I want to do any of it, because thats actually how my mood goes.
So I'll do anything that'll floats the boat.
Or I'm just going to be utterly bored worrying about that paper assignment.
Ah yes, the assignment.
We are assigned to do this paper.
Actually it is due next year (9th grade), but eh, preparations they say.
Well, for starters, we have to submit titles for our paper.
Because it is, apparently, a huge deal, we gotta be reeeeeeally careful while choosing our titles because,
One, The title shouldn't be the same as other grader's title. anyone in this grader and for the last two years.
Two, It should be specific, because we're going to make a powerpoint and present about it eventually, so we gotta make sure the topic we're talking about is the same thing as the title.
and three, It makes sense. Well duh, how could thou explain it if it doesn't?
Last month, we have to come up with ideas for the title so we wrote a bunch on a paper and hand it over to the teacher so the teacher would pick which one is available.
But guess what? All of my titles I came up with got rejected.
I don't know why, but now I gotta come up with new ones so I'll hand it over to the teacher tomorrow.
Why is it urgent? because we have to make the first chapter of the paper this week that means another work for the weekend. why does it have to be such a pain.
I don't even have the book for reference yet (otherwise, we'll get nada.)
heck, I don't even know what will be my title!
This week is going to be bittersweet.
Saturday, February 21, 2015
@11:28 PM
Its been awhile since I post a lyric entry, so here it is.
You could hear the music here, for some reason I linked to the acoustic ver.
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"Another Song About The Weekend" by A Day to Remember
They keep playing sad songs on the radio
And I feel like I'm so alone
On this 15-hour drive
And all the while I tell myself to just believe
Cause nobody can give so much
And never get anything
(never get anything)
Everyone I used to know
Says they don't know what I've become
But I'm still the same
Not much has changed
I still know where I came from
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
And it feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
And all the while I say too much of what I think
And I can't remember what it's like to find meaning in anything
For the life of me
Everyone I used to know
Says they don't know what I've become
But I'm still the same
Not much has changed
I still know where I came from
And all I ever wanted was so far from what I need
I'll write my songs, they'll sing along, and hope time heals everything
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
It's my life
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
And all the while I tell myself to just believe
Cause nobody can give so much
And never get anything
(never get anything)
Everyone I used to know
Says they don't know what I've become
But I'm still the same
Not much has changed
I still know where I came from
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
And it feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
And all the while I say too much of what I think
And I can't remember what it's like to find meaning in anything
For the life of me
Everyone I used to know
Says they don't know what I've become
But I'm still the same
Not much has changed
I still know where I came from
And all I ever wanted was so far from what I need
I'll write my songs, they'll sing along, and hope time heals everything
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
It's my life
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
I fell asleep with the lights on
And I can see that you're the first one in a long time
That had some faith in me
(have faith in me)
Tell my friends we won't be long
The Florida sun begs me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
@5:33 AM
I tried to write this for three days but I kept Procrastinating so I completely forgot I was writing this.
I know I've said this like about 10 times already, but heh, maybe I'm the only one among my friends that actually still updates their blog. Except that one.
My weekend wasn't that pleasant bc I was having a hard time getting a decent Internet Connection regarding My Home wifi doesn't work. But it worked now. Bummer.
So Rather than having me being noisy about the wifi, My parents considered getting each family member BOLT (somekind of a modem). They figured it wouldn't be as expensive back then so yeah, why not. And ye can carry it around anywhere so It would come in handy.
School is coming up pretty great so far? with all ACEX coming around, much helping with coping up the boredom nowadays.
But Assignments is still a pain in the arse, as usual. With being a committee for the upcoming events does effect, but I figured It wouldn't be much a problem to me. I'm not being cocky or anything, I'm not quite a smart person myself, yes I do have problems with my grades. But what I'm saying is, I think I'm doing pretty fine with both matter and it doesn't seem to bother me very much. Good thing my team has quite a number so I don't have to catch the deadline with much tense and all. I've been planning on raising my grades for this and next couple of semesters bc I'm getting pretty tired of having an average or even below the standards. Even though I don't really success, I tried right?
And I hope I am doing well because I've been getting into another stupid obsession again, which is pretty dumb to do, how it'll affect my grades. See, sometimes, I can't really focus on what the teacher is lecturing about because I was Spacing out having a thought of that thing I'm obsessed about, which giving me unexpected snap and causing fatal damage of my soul. Feels.
As far as I come, I haven't really showed what is my current obsession, unless for those who asked, or I feel comfortable enough to rant on, or even those who saw my Sketchbook, ah yes, the sketchbook, Its a crazy place.
I figured I should be moving on to another obsession, like my last one, Gravity Falls, I've got obsessed for like two-four weeks. I don't know, Its been quite long so far, and I don't know any potential Interest to be my next mistake. And yes, Reading Fanfics, Fanarts, And covering up different AUs doesn't really help me that much. God, this is a stupid thing to do. Why did I like this stupid tv show anyway?
Regardless of what I said above, I've been planning to start on a habit of Reading. I don't know, But I just realized after I read a lot of literature of my Interest has given me more sense on vocabulary. Or I could just say, I am more fluent with words now.
I don't know if this thing is going to keep up long or It'll disappear as soon as I rarely read anything particular. So I decided to do the thing, well, not much of an effort but I'll take it as baby steps. You know, reading some Fics. Hey, Its better than nothing right? At least I'm making progress so. I know I don't have much the ability to concentrate (Last time my concentration being tested, I spaced out 13 times when reading an article), But I'll try to. Thats why I started the thing with Things that I'm actually Interested in, because in my world, Reading Materials outside of my plain of Interest is either me having the most boring moments of my Life or I fall asleep. No Bueno, Let me do my thing. And after some Fics I've read, I'm actually Improving with my Vocabulary! I'm capable with writing my thoughts out, because It made me so much easier to think in Words (I was having a problem doing so). My next minor thing to read is about Mythology and Psychology. And please, God, don't make me fall asleep on this one. Because I'm actually Interested in these things. But dammit to hell, I am never not sleepy when It comes to Reading Books about these. I prefer on the Teaching or Discussion method rather than Reading for this one.
I'm going to end my entry here, I actually haven't eaten my dinner I completely forgot about that. And wow, I did kinda wrote more than I usually do, I guess its a good thing.
I'll be back next time.
Saturday, January 31, 2015
@3:59 AM
I'm bringing another update.
I'm planning on staying home for the rest of the weekend. Since I don't get much of leisure time on school days. why not spending it in my room for the whole day?
I rarely open this account anymore, and I'll write here whenever I want to. I'll consider this as an interest.
Theres an upcoming even on my school that is, ACEX 2015.
for you who have read my previous posts, I remember I wrote something for last year's ACEX.
so basically, its an event for bunches of competitions being held at my school.
And surprisingly, I'm one of this year's committee!
I'm in charge with the designs and decorations, along with my other friends.
And boy, was it tiring
We make designs for the merchandises you see, we gotta make it interesting as possible so people will buy it to raise our funds.
Once we made it, we share it to the group we made, spare some criticism, then submit it to the teachers.
It could get rejected, resulting us to make a whole new again.
and Its kind of annoying, making a design that keeps you up until midnight, then get it rejected the other day?
not cool.
As in for me, I honestly don't know what to do when I get some critic about my design, all I see is "this design is wrong, go make another one". Even though they point out the flaws, still, I don't know what to do.
As you know, I'm not that much of a feeling person but rather the thinking type. So I don't really get basic feeling of the design (i got to make simplistic back then) and color schemes. I don't really get when they said 'its too merry' or 'it lacks of tone'.
I knew I chose the wrong job here, but I gotta suck it up.
After playing Year Walk, I am inspired to write Journal as a part of my interest, research and all of that.
But then I remembered I have this Book with A gun as a cover, which I find pretty cool.
So instead of using as a journal, I used it for writing out my thoughts and ideas.
I don't really want to rant on my twitter a lot, I could lose some followers.
When you peer the inside, you'll see my endless rambles in a complex-twisted mindmap format.
My friends usually refer this book as "Adris' nerd book", well I suppose they're not wrong because basically it is.
But that doesn't flame out my intention to write a journal.
Perhaps I could start it as a blog? Who knows?
Its going to rain heavily outside, Nothing Special.
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
@2:03 AM
Hello! Hello!
I'm back
Okay so, Apparently I have two weeks break
Two weeks break, means I will be going back to school early january, and I guess I have no problem with that if I spend the day as I planned instead of laying in my bed doing nothing.
Maybe I'll watch the new Hobbit movie next saturday.
But unfortunately I can't seem to do it with my friends because they decided to be a bunch of pricks and watched it earlier before me. So my last options is either watch it with my family or by myself.
I don't know if I'm actually looking forward to see this film, because it'll be the last movie that is directed by Peter Jackson and the last movie from the Hobbit series.
You all know how Lord of The Rings triggered me right
the whole point is : I want to see this film but I don't want to see this film.
but I'm going to anyway.
Regarding about the holiday, I won't be going anywhere bc my parents are busy, and I can't bc I have this sunburn that is so bad.
trust me, if its bad, its that bad.
I have this sunburn on my face that is actually bothering me out. so yesterday, I went to a skin center and consult the doctor and she said I was going to have a treatment so she gave me these medicine.
She said that the treatment will take weeks and I'm like 'ok i have 2 weeks break' but unfortunately, the treatment would take 6 weeks to complete.
I does have numbers of risks but being a person who doesn't give a flying damn, I went on with it.
But how did I get sunburn?
Well, last tuesday my school sent us, the 8 graders to a Marine Corps.
It happens every year actually, so I don't have anything against it.
All we do there is getting 'mentally' trained but honestly, instead of getting mentally trained its more of physically trained.
But what happened is worse than I thought.
So we stayed there for 4 days, wasn't really comfortable but hey, its a marine corps what can you expect?
Basically, we wake up at 4 o'clock, eat, you all know the basics of being trained right?
Once we were told of doing pushups in the middle of the day.
Imagine
laying on the ground.
Palm in contact with pebbles.
In the middle of the day.
Doing pushups.
My hand burned.
Okay so I'm just going to tell you the second day, when we went to the sea.
We were divided into two groups.
The first group's activity is basically riding a boat to the middle sea and flip it over.
And the second group (my group) is swim to the middle of the sea.
Okay yeah, you could say I can swim.
but not with a sea water.
To the middle of the sea ok I know we all got life-jacket but getting there is one of a heck journey.
I almost drowned.
I can't breathe.
Until I got to the land I got sick.
and when my friends see me they were all like "dude why're your face so red?"
the medical team said I have an allergy but in my life I never knew i had one.
All I can say is the day was not great, probably the worst day out of four.
Idk I kinda lost the mood to write so I'll end the entry here.
Monday, December 1, 2014
@3:48 AM
Okay, okay
So I was planning to update after i went home from korea
and in the meantime of downloading a program for 30 minutes I decided to update my blog once again.
Well, idk if I've mentioned this before but this week is the finals week, and I'm currently procrastinating since I don't think tomorrow's subject is difficult so here i am, lazily typing words-to-words while drinking milk.
Tomorrow's subjects are more likely to be English and Computer, and hey, I don't think I would seriously study english bc I think I'm pretty fluent at that.
Well I suppose I could just read provided summary but that's all.
And the other subject which is Computer. well personally, I don't think its really difficult like final-boss-difficult but last time, half of the graders took remedial somehow. probably bc they don't have sources to study from.
I hope I don't take any remedial this time.
Like I said, I was planning on updating after I came home from korea and tell you guys about the trip but I didn't and I don't know if I would rn so lets just keep that for a while, maybe I would later time.
But for now, I'll just post some pictures!
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Thats all for today!
Saturday, October 4, 2014
@4:48 AM
Its been around Two months?
Yeah, most likely.
I haven't been posting a lot lately, its either I'm busy or I don't have the mood to.
Or I just forgot.
I was planning on updating after I went the SkyAve 2014.
Okay so I'm going to tell you about SkyAve2014 shortly.
So basically SkyAve is organized by my school, but High School student part.
I attended the event with couple of my friends, and there are some of the Junior High students that I know.
I didn't do much there, because I'm pretty much sick.
And so you know that the main event there is a concert, other than bazaar.
I spent most of the time watching the concert, I know I was supposed to be dancing and jump through fences and all that. but as I said, I was sick, My friends aren't dancing either. And besides I sat on the topmost levels, where nobody is rocking out, rather than those parts near the stage.
I like some of the performances. Just those performed by the students, and the DJ.
There are some PopStars, I don't know how they convinced them, by there they were.
By 11, I went home bc its pretty late for someone sick as me. The event wasn't over yet (the DJ was playing), but my most of my friends went home already so why not.
Sometime around September, I watched a movie : The Maze Runner.
And theres this friend who's more hyper than the rest of us, watched it earlier around the 9th or 10th? She was like (quoted from a LINE Group chat):
"OMG"
"GUYS"
"TMR WAS AWESOME."
"YOU HAVE TO SEE IT"
and I was the first one to respond. I was like "
"f*ck you"
Then she kept ranting
"DUDE"
"YOU HAVE NO IDEA."
"-spoiler in caps-"
"-spoiler in caps"
etc
etc
And then decided to watch together sometime, so no one would watch it alone like a lonely corndog.
Most of us were attending the Spelling Bee competition, after then we proceed going to the cinema.
I gotta admit, it was pretty epic. not to mention *cough*hot*cough*casts*cough*
and hey, guess what. apparently TMR is pretty much trending now in my school. graders, are p much excite.
its nothing that i don't like, I can finally share AlternateUniverses I suggest, Fanarts (mostly flower crowns), Headcanons to my friends since they're in the same fandom.
Oh yeah, I'm going to South Korea on the 23th to compete in WCF to represent my country.
we're paired up in groups and I wouldn't be attending classes for some weeks bc theres coaching going on. and boy, last week coaching sure tires my brain a lot. bc we have to come up with some fresh ideas for an invention.
I gotta finish papers for the competition, apparently I have make a presentation for it too.
Other than that each country gotta perform something from their country. So we decided to perform Martial Arts, Pencak Silat. and hey, I agree with it very much, bc its fun, rather than performing a dance.
Speaking of Competitions, I participated in the Comic competition as well.
Yes, Paired in groups, so there'll be three of us.
The prize is Wacom Intuos Tablet, each for members, 5 for the school.
Not a bad deal right? I don't have a drawing tablet myself either.
at first its like
me: so whats the story
person 1 : idk
me: hmm
person 1: hmm
me: ok we'll chat through LINE (LINE is our default chatting app), we should come up with an idea or something.
person 1: ok
Later that night,
me: so whats our story
person 1 : IDK
- rambles -
me : *joking* ok how about this
me : theres a grumpy dude
me : that likes a lady
me : he has a bestbro who's a loverboy kindaguy
me : his bro tells him, if he wants the chick, he gotta low down his temper
me : he tried couple times himself, but it doesn't work
me : so he joined an anger management club
me : as soon as he managed his temper
me : he tries to get the girl
me : but only to find out that the girl is a lesbian
me : the end.
person 1 : OMG HAHAHAHA
- conversation continues -
But much much later, we did a lot screwing up until the deadline is like a month left.
and theres a thing I dont understand, I tell peeps about the story right, and some of them refer it to SARA (indonesian term for Race and Religion) because there are lesbians in it. and I was like
"WHY SARA???"
SARA has NOTHING to do with it. It'll be a bit better if they refer it to LGBT+. bc I know Indonesian ppl is sensitive when it comes to sexuality.
but COME ON, its just a background character! ha what can it do? genocide?
Then my other team partner was afraid that it'll be a very offensive thing, she'll be put in the case list (she's one of the student council members).
and I stupidly agreed without arguing.
so I proceed.
We did a lot of wasting time until the deadline is like 12 days left.
we did it in a hurry, so it wasn't that good.
Until D-Day, our comic is still not finished, we gotta send it to the office.
But since its the deadline, we drove all over to the Central Jakarta with a taxi by ourselves.
And even inside the building's elevator, we resume our comic editing.
after its all done, I'm all like :
me : this is such an ADVENTURE *fist pumping*
person 1 : the most boring adventure ever
and then we realized we're stranded, in a building, somewhere in the central Jakarta.
Good thing my Parents work around here, so I called my mom to pick us up. Because the taxi fee was too much, and I have to pay it myself.
As soon as we got back to the car, my mom told me if I have a need like this, better inform the parents so they won't get worried.
We got back to school at like 7.30 pm
So thats pretty much an Update
I'll post something else soon!
